DEAR PAST SELF

Things get better. Alot Better. I promise =]

A new Prospective

Lately, Everything Has been ampified for me.
All of the sudden, I totally apreciate the little things in life. And I wasnt unhappy at all before, But suddenly Im like happier.
Like Just chillin watching a movie with the fam and laughing is amazing to me x3456789098765. And laughing with my friends.
I had a feeling this school year would be good.
But I didnt expect a whole new prospective on things

Im covninced Ants have super powers =]

So there was a HUGE ant crawling on my foot so i freaked out and killed it And i no it was dead and smushed.

But a couple seconds later, IT came back to life! I swear it became un smushed.

IT was the freakiest thing, it was smushed, then it like puffed back up like a balloon and like started following me, and it was going a milion times faster than most ants.

There is super ants living in my house.

All Light casts a shadow

WARNING: I wrote this.


The Corners of my mind
Are a dark empty space
They hold all I Fear
And things i can not Face.

The Corners of my mind
Hide all that's me
Horrible things kept hidden
Things You'll never see.

The Corners of my mind
Holds all the hurt I know
All the screams and sorrow
You caused long ago.

The rest of my mind
Remains Pure and free
Untouched by the shadows
That you have cast in me.

To my One and Only love

WARNING: This Entry includes Several Mentions of love. If you do not believe in love or Hate it, Zombies will attack your face.


RIKKI!!! I love thou so mucheth.

You are my longest most deepest best friend ever


I dont really know what to say but our love is eternal.

I now know why you won best smile in 4th grade.
Thats the year you met me, and everyone say how happy u became that year
=]
You have been with me through everything and you are the only one i know that can egually match my weirdness
I love u soo much
lovelove
lovelove

If nobody suffered...That would be great.

WARNING: Reading this may give your computer a virus. Sorry.

I hate seeing people suffer.
I hate seeing people Cry.
I hate not knowing what to say to them.
At a time when the perfect words are so important, I froze.
And she kept crying.



This is my regret.

Blah

Im going to start doing this again. I miss it

=/

Oh I know lets just throw them into a padded room!!

Warning: This entry talks about crazy people. If your crazy, you may get offended.


Ok. I think its stupid to throw a crazy person in solitude.

Because, I think part of the reason why people are crazy and stay that way is because they spend too much time trapped in their own mind,

So yeah! Lets throw them in solitude and make them even crazier?!

Like straight jackets too. Thats just cruel.

I mean if they are in a small, empty room obviously there not gonna hurt someone else (on accoount of their being no on else around) Its i guess to make it so they dont hurt themselves. Which is stupid. Becuase if they wanted to hurt themselves,they have problems that sticking a straight jacket on them wont solve



I mean can you Imagine? Slowly feeling yourself lose your own mind?



I'll expand on this on a later date.

The in depth thinking of an ordinary teenage girl.

WARNING: This blog is completely unplanned, read only as directed.



I figured I haven't blogged in awhile so i figured i would.
Although im at a complete loss because i have nothing to rant about.
>>>...<<<
Well one thing i do when im out is i always smile at people.
Cuz im super friendly :)
And there are 5 types of people: *ahem*
1) The people who smile back. Plain and simple. This is the most common in people.
2) The people who smile AND say hello.(these people are also the ones who talk about the weather alot)
3) The people who nod. (i never understood this...)

4)The people who look at you smiling and look away and ignore you
5)The people who get scared.( These people probably suffer from a mental disorder.)



First I will address how annoying it is to have people completely ignore you when u smile at them.
What is soo bad you cant take 2 seconds of your life to smile back at someone?
Why not use those 4 muscles to smile? ( 4 was the most common answer i found for how many muscles it acually takes).
I mean really, do they think i'm gonna come onto them or,
Attack them with my words of conversation?
>:(
And the nooding people..
oK i smile and say hello. and they nod.
?
I not going to address that actually. Maybe if ur a nodder please tell me whats up with that,

Hay, maybe i should start nodding more. It wouldnt scare people and maybe people wouldn't ignore me =D

Folks, I've just had an Epiphany!

The solution to all problems is a simple head nod.

For more incite to my infinite knowledge stay tuned.